wrappedinred

things certainly have changed in the last pair of months. one more week of school and then its all vacations. i swear i'm going to have white hair by the time i'm 20 if school keeps being a murder like it has been this past month. i haven't had time to develop more pictures except 'rama mar.' i have four films each with some shots that have a lot of potencial but i just havent had time. plans for this summer july2nd - Boston july4th - BU Summer program -read, study, draw, write, take pictures like crazy, play tennis, meet people, concerts, movies, jog, party, sleep, shop, think, write ex. essay- august13th-Orlando sept1st-Caracas -fin

"Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold; Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world" The Second Coming by Yeats Things indeed fall apart. I've lost my center. I've lost my balance. What now? Exposing your art is like a striptease. Showing everything you are, she said. Lets start with what I am...then maybe I can do some art. I have to make 12 final works in one year and a half. Half has already passed and I have made 0 works. I can't even decide what theme: motion, change, wrinkles...? I'll just stick to eating my chocolate for now.

las emociones no razonan. y el razonamiento no puede quitar una emociones. inteligencia emocional. eso decía la profesora de psicología. que hay que controlar las emociones. ya me diras como. la de tok decía que son químicos. que las emociones básicas son la rabia, la tristeza, el miedo, y el amor. que nos saquen la sangre cuando estamos tristes. que a veces producimos tristeza por la situación. 50cc de tristeza, por favor. o que a veces se produce sin control. inyección de 50cc de tristeza. no seré la primera. ni seré la última. es mi primera. no será mi úlitma.